Well, this is when it really hits you. You're in class and trying to figure out what you're going to do with your life. You think about snowboarding and maybe you shouldn't since your baby is 4 months old.
You're always thirsty and having to pee a trillion times a day.
Went for the first Ultrasound with Julian the day after I found out I was pregnant from Dr.Shoesmith. Then it was real. We saw the baby for the first time. It was just a little peanut in there although they could have told us the sex if we'd requested it.
Julian drove us home and all of a sudden I started to get hot headed and wheezy. Then BAM!! I puked all over the front seat of the car. On my shoes and everything. Jules pulled over and I got out and puked the rest of the food that was left it my stomach. YUP. It's real. No joke. A BABY!
Anyway, that bring us to the present day scenario. I got a call from the doctor my ultrasound was spot on. Everything was in order so far. Placenta in the right place and the baby had 10 fingers and 10 toes! WAHOO!
Off to Montreal this weekend for my brothers wedding. Going to break the news while we're there. Not sure how or when but it's going to happen while the whole family is together. Don't want it to rain on my brothers parade though so I'm going to keep it on the DL.
Julian is the best man a woman could ever ask for. So supportive and sweet and kind. He's the roots and I feel like I'm wind in the leaves sometimes. Hanging off a stem attached the the branch connect to the trunk held together by the roots. Never know what I'm going to think of next. Time to smarten up and live like a momma, a friend and a partner in life.
All of a sudden i feel the weight of the world. It's not just me to take care of now. It's us. I'm scared but not alone. I hope my little body can handle it. Trying to think positive is the best way.
I didn't ask for this, it's a blessing and a miracle. I'm going to roll with it and hope for the best. Over n out till next update.
You're always thirsty and having to pee a trillion times a day.
Went for the first Ultrasound with Julian the day after I found out I was pregnant from Dr.Shoesmith. Then it was real. We saw the baby for the first time. It was just a little peanut in there although they could have told us the sex if we'd requested it.
Julian drove us home and all of a sudden I started to get hot headed and wheezy. Then BAM!! I puked all over the front seat of the car. On my shoes and everything. Jules pulled over and I got out and puked the rest of the food that was left it my stomach. YUP. It's real. No joke. A BABY!
Anyway, that bring us to the present day scenario. I got a call from the doctor my ultrasound was spot on. Everything was in order so far. Placenta in the right place and the baby had 10 fingers and 10 toes! WAHOO!
Off to Montreal this weekend for my brothers wedding. Going to break the news while we're there. Not sure how or when but it's going to happen while the whole family is together. Don't want it to rain on my brothers parade though so I'm going to keep it on the DL.Julian is the best man a woman could ever ask for. So supportive and sweet and kind. He's the roots and I feel like I'm wind in the leaves sometimes. Hanging off a stem attached the the branch connect to the trunk held together by the roots. Never know what I'm going to think of next. Time to smarten up and live like a momma, a friend and a partner in life.
All of a sudden i feel the weight of the world. It's not just me to take care of now. It's us. I'm scared but not alone. I hope my little body can handle it. Trying to think positive is the best way.
I didn't ask for this, it's a blessing and a miracle. I'm going to roll with it and hope for the best. Over n out till next update.
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